Sigh... Why do I bother?

Actually, I had a wonderfull day, not for these two things

1. my uniform got stained with haemoserous discharges
2. The lecturer practises favouritism again.

Number 1 was ok, I can accept it but not the other one. Ok, this lecturer is pathetic, he... is

• not organised (in fact, he has a very serious case of frickled-minded syndrome)
• frequently breaking promises
• impatient
• Does things according to mood
• Judge people poorly
• practises favouritism
• most of all self-centred

I wonder how can a person like him becomes a male nurse. This goes down to one thing; Male nurses are

1. egocentric
2. unorganise
3. Care less of other people's feelings

Yes! This stereotype proofs alot. He dares to judge my performance? well, I can judge his performance too. It's not up to standards, and I prefer him to balik kampong. For the past 24 hours I have being very moody about my dressing, simply because I hate him alot.

After today's cat nap, I finally got over it. Why bother getting good marks when I've already passed my dressing, got my sponsorship? I cannot moan over something I can't do anything about it. This lecturer just don't want me to pass, and that's fine with me. I get my job in the long run and I do my part as a staff nurse.

Sighzz... In 1 week time, I will be leaving a heavenly place that I wished to stay forever. Well, good things never last, and I have to accomodate my bonding which held together tightly for 2 weeks. *sobs* Life must go on.

God of Luck taught me a lesson, that not all staff nurses and sisters are stuck up , moody and exploiting. In contrast, lovable, funny, friendly and always willing to share their experiences.