How can this be?

GOL is getting mad, he gains too much power to alter all my luck. Now he is trying to act cupid, making me fall in love with someone over and over again. What gives GOL a hard job is the way I hated the guy he targets at so much. I really hated him because he made me terribly jealous the last time, having me feel like a jerk and a dumb ass.

Now GOL tries different means and ways to make me change my mind on him.

1. He attacks my soft side which is the unconsious side of me. How smart of him to use my dream as a bait to his success
2. Personally prevent my friend Dee going home with me.

To think this incident was repeated twice in my life whereby I hate this person in the beginning and I get crazy about him the next moment. This is crazy, out of this world.

Would GOL stop this craze? I am getting strong nowadays, never accepting to fates. I let fate accept my decision. Any more tricks?

To add to the domination of my religion; GOL also alters the relationships between people, almost like a cupid. Actually he is also quite a versatile being, 1 or 2 sentences can't decribe his qualities. What matter is he exist in my life?

Lets call my religion: Lukism. All followers are Lukists and they believe in the one and only: God of luck. Cool!!! Lukism, A new generation.

Back to that guy, to think i had high love levels 3 times. But hey, my personal record.Siao! The last record had only one peak but slow release just like enteric-coated meds(KCl). Wow, i am bring up my pharmacos. Gee, my attention span as what my brother say is right! It sucks. Why?why?